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Alexis Hall Sayings: I closed my eyes, adding dark to dark, and the wanting unfurled like the sails I closed my eyes, adding dark to dark, and the wanting unfurled like the sails of a phantom ship. This could be my universe. This nowhere world, circumscribed by skin and breath, where nothing mattered but two bodies moving together. The past and the future rendered irrelevant by the beauty of the now, the sum of the self transmuted into a moment. Oh, was there ever a more seductive definition of madness?
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Alexis Hall Sayings: It's its own universe somehow, this cycle of reaction, reaction, reaction, him and me, flogger It's its own universe somehow, this cycle of reaction, reaction, reaction, him and me, flogger and him, flogger and me, all connected. The best thing, though, is when the falls land...the impact travels all the way from his body to mine, through the leather, then the handle, through my arm and to my heart. We're so...together.
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Alexis Hall Sayings: I couldn't believe that lack of fear. It gave me vertigo, as though he was I couldn't believe that lack of fear. It gave me vertigo, as though he was the edge of a cliff and I
couldn't bear the view.
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Alexis Hall Sayings: The Dream is the city, and if we find it's heart in the Dream, then The Dream is the city, and if we find it's heart in the Dream, then we find it's heart in the world.
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Alexis Hall Sayings: What's your name?""A.A.Winters.""What, that's your name?""Yes," I said impatiently, "that's my name.""That's what people call What's your name?"
"A.A.Winters."
"What, that's your name?"
"Yes," I said impatiently, "that's my name."
"That's what people call you?"
"Like in bed, or whatever? They call you A.A.Winters?"
I met his eyes. "No, in bed they call me God."
He laughed again, the same uninhibited cackle. "Like it
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Alexis Hall Sayings: Love doesn't just go away when it becomes inconvenient. Love doesn't just go away when it becomes inconvenient.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Oh, you fuckguzzling shitweasel. Oh, you fuckguzzling shitweasel.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Are we going to kick arse and take names, Miss Kane?" "I was thinking we'd Are we going to kick arse and take names, Miss Kane?" "I was thinking we'd maybe just ask them some questions. Politely.
Alexis Hall Sayings: And when he kisses me it feels a bit like fear and tastes a bit And when he kisses me it feels a bit like fear and tastes a bit like tears, but it's as bright and sweet as sherbet, and I decide to call it joy.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Whatever the internal mechanism that moderated the human capacity for joy, mine had long been Whatever the internal mechanism that moderated the human capacity for joy, mine had long been broken beyond repair. And I knew this was a poor substitute, a base shadow cast on the cave wall, a reflection in a tarnished mirror of ordinary things like happiness, love, and hope. But there were moments, fleeting moments, lost in the responses of my body to his, when it was almost enough. And, God, I wanted, I wanted. These crumbs of bliss.
Alexis Hall Sayings: one of Chloe's models 'as gone down wif leprosy . . .""Wait," interrupted Niall. "Leprosy?""That's one of Chloe's models 'as gone down wif leprosy . . ."
"Wait," interrupted Niall. "Leprosy?"
"That's what Chlo said. That fing wif your throat where you can't talk."
"That's laryngitis.
Alexis Hall Sayings: But I would fight for Darian. Sacrifice be damned, selfish or not, hopeless or not, But I would fight for Darian. Sacrifice be damned, selfish or not, hopeless or not, I would fight for Darian.
I had not expectations of success, but I would try anyway, with all my meagre strength.
For Darian and for me, for my right to try, and his right to have me, and because I wanted him.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I don't know. I don't know what I'm supposed to be. Or how I find I don't know. I don't know what I'm supposed to be. Or how I find out.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Knowing the lesson was one fucking thing. Learning it another. Knowing the lesson was one fucking thing. Learning it another.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Around us the city glittered in shades of orange and silver, like a paste jewel Around us the city glittered in shades of orange and silver, like a paste jewel in a tinfoil crown.
Alexis Hall Sayings: You know that bit in the Bible when they're all like, 'Yo Peter, do you You know that bit in the Bible when they're all like, 'Yo Peter, do you know this Jesus bloke?' and he's like, 'Hell, no.' It was like that, but even worse." "My word.
Alexis Hall Sayings: A homosexual is for life, not just for Christmas. A homosexual is for life, not just for Christmas.
Alexis Hall Sayings: It's ironic, since they're supposed to be immortal, but vampires are kind of like small It's ironic, since they're supposed to be immortal, but vampires are kind of like small businesses: half of them go down within their first year
Alexis Hall Sayings: He's not tense, but he's not relaxed either--its something else, something more like readiness, and He's not tense, but he's not relaxed either--its something else, something more like readiness, and openness, as if his body is a door to some deep, lonely part of me, which I guess is whatever it is in me that wants to cause pain to the man I love.
Except with Laurie, I don't even have to give myself the side-eye. He understands and makes it okay.
He make what I have to give beautiful.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Thank you," was all I could think to say. But it wasn't just a dominance Thank you," was all I could think to say. But it wasn't just a dominance game. I meant it. Thank you for the pain. Thank you for letting it mean so much to you. Thank you for believing I'm beautiful. Thank you for making me feel so powerful. Thank you for loving me. Thank you. Thank you.
Alexis Hall Sayings: But I suppose it comes down to whether you think dominance and submission are about But I suppose it comes down to whether you think dominance and submission are about acts or about people.
Laurie, For Real
Alexis Hall Sayings: He did his thing, and I did mine. Mine involved standing there with a sword He did his thing, and I did mine. Mine involved standing there with a sword in a bin liner waiting for something to try and kill us. Nothing did.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I'd wasted so much of my life. So many of my days, and all of I'd wasted so much of my life. So many of my days, and all of my promise, all of my dreams, lost to hospitals, to depression, to wanting to die. This wasn't how it was supposed to be. This is not who I am.

Except, of course, it was. It was all there was left to be.
Alexis Hall Sayings: When we'd moved in, she'd welcomed us. When Marius moved out, I sat on her When we'd moved in, she'd welcomed us. When Marius moved out, I sat on her floor and cried. I suppose I could have called any number of our friends, but that was the problem. They were our friends. Even now, when I see them, which isn't as often as I should, I feel less. Less than I used to be. When I was with him.
Alexis Hall Sayings: ...he wails and protests and loves me even more. And I'm humbled and honoured and ...he wails and protests and loves me even more. And I'm humbled and honoured and touched and so fucking happy he can find this thing in me to love.
Alexis Hall Sayings: The future is terrifying because it's full of stuff, not because it's empty. The future is terrifying because it's full of stuff, not because it's empty.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I closed my eyes , trying to pretend I lived in a universe that contained I closed my eyes , trying to pretend I lived in a universe that contained only my cock and his hand. And lazy pleasure that spilled eternally in silver spirals.
Alexis Hall Sayings: You smell of cheap cigarettes and dirty sex. You smell of cheap cigarettes and dirty sex.
Alexis Hall Sayings: He was like a nearly-there Rubik's Cube - this sealed box, all perfect edges and He was like a nearly-there Rubik's Cube - this sealed box, all perfect edges and matched-up colors, except for the occasional hopeless misalignment, a lost orange square and a yellow piece stuck in a corner. Though why I thought this made me the right person for him I have no idea.
I'd never solved one of those fuckers in my entire life.
Alexis Hall Sayings: What use to the sane, after all, are the words of the mad? What use to the sane, after all, are the words of the mad?
Alexis Hall Sayings: And I need you to know that if you send me away, I'll go, and And I need you to know that if you send me away, I'll go, and I'll be fine. I'll be sad, but I'll be fine. I'll live and I'll write and I'll miss you and think about you, and, truthfully, I'll probably wank over you, and I'll be depressed sometimes and mad sometimes, but you won't have to worry because I'll be fine. I never used to believe it, but I know it now.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Sometimes I though about killing myself. The idea of it circled my head, shining and Sometimes I though about killing myself. The idea of it circled my head, shining and lovely like a tinsel halo. How beautiful it would be if everything could just stop. If I could stop. If I didn't have to feel like this. Yes, I thought about it and thought about it, but I was too exhausted to do anything about it. That should have been funny, right?
Alexis Hall Sayings: I was thirty-seven years old and wearing nothing but a butt plug. But there was I was thirty-seven years old and wearing nothing but a butt plug. But there was a 1940's film-star Toby, looking about to spontaneously combust from sheer desire. It was probably hysterical postpubescent hormones, but still, it felt so good. So ridiculously good.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I'd been about to say something...something...about human naivety...and the fact we had no fundamental right I'd been about to say something...something...about human naivety...and the fact we had no fundamental right to happiness...or something...but his hand moved over my thigh, fingers brushing my cock through my trousers, and my breath hitched and my thoughts scattered, and I did not mourn them. He pushed me back onto the kitchen floor, crawling over me like some mountain cat stalking its prey.
Alexis Hall Sayings: This isn't submission." "Isn't it?" "No." He looks up at me, tired as well, but This isn't submission." "Isn't it?" "No." He looks up at me, tired as well, but he's never looked more beautiful to me than in this moment, strong and open and unafraid like when he surrenders his body. "It's love.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Look," I growled. "You fuck with me, and I'll fuck with you right back, and Look," I growled. "You fuck with me, and I'll fuck with you right back, and I fuck harder than you think."

Okay, that had sounded better in my head.
Alexis Hall Sayings: The tapestry of my life was a ruin of unravelling threads. The brightest parts were The tapestry of my life was a ruin of unravelling threads. The brightest parts were a nonsensical madman's weaving. And now every day was a grey stitch, laid down with an outpatient's patience, one following the next following the next, a story in lines, like a railway track to nowhere, telling absolutely nothing.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Oh, why did I care? Who was here to judge us, except me? Oh, why did I care? Who was here to judge us, except me?
Alexis Hall Sayings: My heart, I think, turned tender in the untouched dark. I'm full of small, gathered My heart, I think, turned tender in the untouched dark. I'm full of small, gathered hopes that, if I let them, will fly away from me, as fragile as dandelion seeds. The
Alexis Hall Sayings: She wouldn't understand, and he couldn't explain. How bad it felt to be a shock. She wouldn't understand, and he couldn't explain. How bad it felt to be a shock. To be an idea people had to get used to. To be a moment of hesitation. A flinch when someone touched you. A wariness in their eyes.
Alexis Hall Sayings: What do I do?"There was nothing but love in him as he told me, "You What do I do?"
There was nothing but love in him as he told me, "You suffer for me.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I slam into him like a really short, skinny juggernaut showing serious commitment to getting I slam into him like a really short, skinny juggernaut showing serious commitment to getting into some guy's arse.
Alexis Hall Sayings: My dominant (no pun intended) discourse seems to be needy as fuck. My dominant (no pun intended) discourse seems to be needy as fuck.
Alexis Hall Sayings: He wasn't here to satisfy my idle curiosities. And it held its own fascinations: a He wasn't here to satisfy my idle curiosities. And it held its own fascinations: a man who talked like an innocent and fucked like a sybarite.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Miss Kane, I have been worried.Sorry, I've been in a faery closet and a werewolf Miss Kane, I have been worried.

Sorry, I've been in a faery closet and a werewolf dungeon.

Business or pleasure?

Business.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I couldn't afford to tangle myself up in other people's expectations and inevitable disappointment. It I couldn't afford to tangle myself up in other people's expectations and inevitable disappointment. It would be awful. An ever-expanding cycle of everyone feeling bad, like a bulimic serpent eating its own tail.
Alexis Hall Sayings: This is the story of my life: standing on the edges of things and worrying, This is the story of my life: standing on the edges of things and worrying, when I'm supposed to just walk through them.
Alexis Hall Sayings: It was nothing more than the instinct of sociability, but it made me realise how It was nothing more than the instinct of sociability, but it made me realise how long it had been since I'd been smiled at by a stranger. How long since I'd had someone to smile back to.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Why, in all the vastness of the world, did a sparkly idiot from Essex make Why, in all the vastness of the world, did a sparkly idiot from Essex make me feel alive?
Alexis Hall Sayings: Pain was simply an inevitability of living, and I had to learn how to trust Pain was simply an inevitability of living, and I had to learn how to trust him with his own, as I trusted him with mine.
Alexis Hall Sayings: It's not something you can put your finger on, like height (though he's taller than It's not something you can put your finger on, like height (though he's taller than me) or strength (though he's stronger than me), but there's something there. This power. Like being ordinary is just a mask he wears.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Are we going somewhere?" "To the river." "But why?" "To see what we can see." Are we going somewhere?" "To the river." "But why?" "To see what we can see." "I really d-don't think . . ." We were going to end up as newspaper headlines: Pensioner and Homosexual Found Dead in River - Coincidence, Tragedy, or Satanic Ritual Gone Wrong?
Alexis Hall Sayings: Whats the name you Poms have for that thing where you jump up and down Whats the name you Poms have for that thing where you jump up and down and hit each other with sticks?"
"Sex?"
"Gardening?"
He snapped his fingers. "Morris dancing.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I have to rescue my girlfriend from a killer shit faery, and I've got no I have to rescue my girlfriend from a killer shit faery, and I've got no way to carry my magic sword.
Alexis Hall Sayings: He grinned, teeth and dimples and freckles moving like dust in a ray of sunlight. He grinned, teeth and dimples and freckles moving like dust in a ray of sunlight. "Ayup, petal."

Oh
Alexis Hall Sayings: but seeing as I ain't so flush right now, I'm afraid your quids'll have to but seeing as I ain't so flush right now, I'm afraid your quids'll have to come pro quo.
Alexis Hall Sayings: And now he smiled at me. All teeth. The way only people who hadn't learned And now he smiled at me. All teeth. The way only people who hadn't learned self-consciousness
knew how to smile.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Then Ephram stepped forward, mebbe not liking the nature of the conversation cos Morgan was Then Ephram stepped forward, mebbe not liking the nature of the conversation cos Morgan was not precisely showing himself to advantage here. I mean, I ain't got no book learning, but one thing I do know is calling morts "feisty wenches" when they threaten to kill you is not the best way to keep your dick.
Alexis Hall Sayings: The smart thing to do was quit while I was ahead, but I wasn't really The smart thing to do was quit while I was ahead, but I wasn't really ahead and I've never been a quitter
Alexis Hall Sayings: Thank you," I said bravely, dropping the syllables cleanly, like marbles, and secretly full of Thank you," I said bravely, dropping the syllables cleanly, like marbles, and secretly full of the most pathetic pride imaginable. I had spoken to strangers.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Yes, it's amazing how little use you get out of a lemon zester on an Yes, it's amazing how little use you get out of a lemon zester on an all-blood diet.
Alexis Hall Sayings: In the past, I walk between green lawns, surrounded by golden stone.In the past, I In the past, I walk between green lawns, surrounded by golden stone.
In the past, I am brilliant and I am happy and my every tomorrow is madness.
In the past, words shimmer around me on silver threads and I pluck them like summer peaches.
In the past, the universe is a glitterball I hold in the palm of my hand. I am the axis of the world.
In the past, I am soaring, and falling, and breaking, and lost.
Alexis Hall Sayings: You're late," said Death. "Something came up. You're late," said Death. "Something came up.
Alexis Hall Sayings: He was wearing a gleaming cream-coloured linen suit, and a Panama hat. The weirdest thing He was wearing a gleaming cream-coloured linen suit, and a Panama hat. The weirdest thing about this was that he was not the most outlandish-looking person in the room by a long way. Not that Little Miss Dresses-Like-Bogart over here has a right to complain
Alexis Hall Sayings: He was silent for a very long moment. And then, very solemnly, "I trust in He was silent for a very long moment. And then, very solemnly, "I trust in your trust," leaving me naked and breathless, bound and on my knees all over again. Unable
Alexis Hall Sayings: Kink crowds are the same the world over. The good ones are already taken, the Kink crowds are the same the world over. The good ones are already taken, the hot ones only talk to each other, and everyone else is desperate.
Alexis Hall Sayings: These were the rosary beads of my submission. Though my only god was love. These were the rosary beads of my submission. Though my only god was love.
Alexis Hall Sayings: When my own happiness was a mystery to me, what hope did I have of When my own happiness was a mystery to me, what hope did I have of being instrumental in someone else's?
Alexis Hall Sayings: I knew how to be a friend, a lover, a partner. I knew how to I knew how to be a friend, a lover, a partner. I knew how to make someone feel cherished and seen and listened to -- everything I had myself always so desperately wanted and been afraid I might never have because I was so used to being overlooked.
Alexis Hall Sayings: The thing that kind of shakes me a bit is not so much what I'm The thing that kind of shakes me a bit is not so much what I'm doing - or the ways I could fuck it up - but all possibilities of it and in it. Like when his body is stretched out over me or under me and the ways of touching each other are . . . forever.
Alexis Hall Sayings: There's risk inherent in most things that matter. There's risk inherent in most things that matter.
Alexis Hall Sayings: My mouth fell open. "Did you really just compare me to Olivia Newton-John?""I just meant My mouth fell open. "Did you really just compare me to Olivia Newton-John?"
"I just meant like going from, y'know, prim to all sexed up."
"I feel . . . weird."
"You look amazin. Amazin."
He pulled me against him, hands snaking under the glamour cardigan to make the acquaintance of my arse.
Chloe gave a warning screech. "Don't smudge 'im!"
He grinned, tilting his head because, in my heels, I was just a little bit taller than he was. "You're giving me chills, babes."
"Is that so? Are they multiplying?"
"Hunjed pahcent."
"You'd better shape up, then."
"You're like totally the one that I want
Alexis Hall Sayings: Oh...I cant. I cant dance.""What, not at all? Not even when you hear ABBA?" "I Oh...I cant. I cant dance."
"What, not at all? Not even when you hear ABBA?"
"I do my very best not to hear ABBA.
Alexis Hall Sayings: You smell of shadows and dreams. And dead things. You smell of shadows and dreams. And dead things.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Note to self: never cockblock a sex demon. Note to self: never cockblock a sex demon.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Clearly when you're immortal, life is no longer too short to stuff a mushroom. Clearly when you're immortal, life is no longer too short to stuff a mushroom.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I fended them off as best I could while trying to shield my eyes but, I fended them off as best I could while trying to shield my eyes but, tragically, I'd left my flamethrower in my other suit.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Here lies Kate Kane, killed in a foreplay accident. Beloved daughter. Sorely missed. Here lies Kate Kane, killed in a foreplay accident. Beloved daughter. Sorely missed.
Alexis Hall Sayings: As ever, it was fifty percent fashion show, forty percent club, ten percent sex party, As ever, it was fifty percent fashion show, forty percent club, ten percent sex party, and one hundred percent annoying.
Alexis Hall Sayings: When I was lost in the fog, it was as though nothing else existed. And, When I was lost in the fog, it was as though nothing else existed. And, afterwards, it seemed incomprehensible that I had ever really thought like that. Self-recrimination inevitably followed.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Please." Laurie's voice is this distant swirl of panic and fear, cracking a bit. "Please Please." Laurie's voice is this distant swirl of panic and fear, cracking a bit. "Please don't leave.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I don't have many friends, but I think you're one of them. And friends don't I don't have many friends, but I think you're one of them. And friends don't send friends to get their souls sucked out.
Alexis Hall Sayings: The terrible powerlessness of being unable to do anything except wait for mercy you couldn't The terrible powerlessness of being unable to do anything except wait for mercy you couldn't earn and didn't deserve.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I would have told a thousand lies to have him, and a thousand more to I would have told a thousand lies to have him, and a thousand more to keep him
Alexis Hall Sayings: But that was the strange comfort of long-standing friendship - ribbons of familiarity and old But that was the strange comfort of long-standing friendship - ribbons of familiarity and old love woven through your life.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I never interrupt people when they're speaking because I know only too well how annoying I never interrupt people when they're speaking because I know only too well how annoying it is. But with my every brattish interjection, the dimples deepened at the corner of his lips. And I was half-drunk on his smiling and the power of saying things that made him smile.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Depression simply is. It has no beginning and no end, no boundaries and no world Depression simply is. It has no beginning and no end, no boundaries and no world outside itself. It is the first, the last, the only, the alpha and the omega. Memories of better times die upon its desolate shores. Voices drown in its seas. The mind becomes its own prisoner.
Alexis Hall Sayings: In daylight and up close, he was merciless, all smiles and freckles, the brightest, boldest In daylight and up close, he was merciless, all smiles and freckles, the brightest, boldest flame a moth could wish for.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I thought of Marius. Wild, wonderful, Byronic-fantasy Marius, who had somehow found something he wanted I thought of Marius. Wild, wonderful, Byronic-fantasy Marius, who had somehow found something he wanted in the everyday quietness of me. Until he hadn't.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Right as rain, hah. Who says that? Who says that and means it? But betwixt Right as rain, hah. Who says that? Who says that and means it? But betwixt some fucker wanting to slice off my arm for kicks and some other fucker promising the moon on a string, I was going with the second fella.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I reckon they'd taste of stars. I reckon they'd taste of stars.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I don't need you to take care of me.""No, you need a kick up the I don't need you to take care of me."

"No, you need a kick up the arse.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Was it wrong that I kind of wanted to do her right there? Okay, Kate. Was it wrong that I kind of wanted to do her right there? Okay, Kate. Be professional about this. Also you have a girlfriend. A girlfriend who can juggle cars.
Alexis Hall Sayings: The sight of him stirred a wanting that was starting to feel familiar, though it The sight of him stirred a wanting that was starting to feel familiar, though it was less frantic tonight. It was a warm, steady thing, like a heartbeat.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Note to self: never cockblock demons or werewolves. Note to self: never cockblock demons or werewolves.
Alexis Hall Sayings: It's up to you, Toby, always. But I suppose it comes down to whether you It's up to you, Toby, always. But I suppose it comes down to whether you think dominance and submission are about acts or about people." He was quiet for a moment. "I guess I think . . . power is where you put it.
Alexis Hall Sayings: Okay." He popped everything into the fridge. "Now I just need to grab some things Okay." He popped everything into the fridge. "Now I just need to grab some things from upstairs."
"For the pie?"
"For you. Give me like...five minutes. And--" he flashed his toothiest grin "--take you clothes off."
I froze. "When you said you wanted lemon meringue pie and filthy sex, I didn't think you meant together."
"That's what you get for underestimating me.
Alexis Hall Sayings: I had no idea it would be like this. That having someone on their knees I had no idea it would be like this. That having someone on their knees for you would make you so vulnerable.
Alexis Hall Sayings: All these still places in his soul that he disturbs for me. When All these still places in his soul that he disturbs for me. When
Alexis Hall Sayings: It's difficult, sometimes, for me to understand that I have the power to hurt someone. It's difficult, sometimes, for me to understand that I have the power to hurt someone. You see, it requires me to accept that somebody might like me in the first place.